Still Alice

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Haven't cried this much watching a movie, as much, while watching Still Alice.
Step by step it all turned to ruins..and glimmers of hope...

The brain is above all, the pavement of memories, the dungeon of past, preset, future.
Harbinger of dreams.

With my own being the last few dips of forgetfulness, the sudden glorification of the childhood times..
What's all that happening..? I haven't gave much thought to.

The work, that is more like a punishment since past year and a half.
This recession, and no point breaking free off that right now.

Pacifying with the next trip, the dreams to walk on and stay hanging there....somewhere...

To look forward to next Saturday :)




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