Solitary Reaper..! O_o

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One of the task in the “to do list” of my heart- to watch a movie in the theatre- with MYSELF!
And this is the day I can proudly say- that I did it!
I did what I exactly wished for- the clouds of uncertainty that floated in the mind I blown them off!
The 10:15am show- to watch the much acclaimed movie- ‘Kahaani’... 

At first when I reached the theatre it was just me asking for the ticket of ‘Kahaani’, they refused to start just for one person, but I was too eager to watch it and wasn’t there to take a ‘no’ for it-tried to convince them with a story, that am a mass comm..student working for a project which require me to submit the dissertation about a chosen movie, and I had chosen ‘Kahani’ to review, still a helpless look at the ticket vendor, I waited for more people to appear- and it did happened- there came a few- and the movie was allowed to be shown!
As I entered , moving up the stairs towards my seat, the movie had just started and wonderful feel popping inside- it’s all with ME!!
AM going to watch it up!!
As I sat and the movie progressed- in a few minutes it started feeling awkward, telling myself that it’s all gonna be an awesome experience and with a bag of mixed feelings floating in the heart...at times misty eyed and joyous on seeing that Mrs.Bagchi on screen too is a lone fighter!
Inspired!
Amazed to see the end, brave isn’t a word for her- its superpower of God instilled in her!!
and loved it to the core- hats off to Vidhya Balan, spreading a contagious amazing energy to stand up against the wrong. Beautifully played the character of Mrs. Bagchi, and wonderful supporting cast- Rana, Khan, Agnes, scary Bob...wonderful cinematography- portraying the city as it is and a superbbbbb climax!
I’d give it a 4.5 star!!!!


As it ends the mysterious stare of the theater attendants- well, ignoring’em is the key!
...back home...head held high with pride...brimming with awesomeness...the experience wasn’t that bad even...!!!

It’s not potentially own fear but of others unknown judgments that makes one fall back- rising up with courage I choose to not to give a damn!!
Solitude is the true human nature! Celebrate it, Love (and pamper) thyself! ;D

Comments

  1. AshishMarch 30, 2012 at 11:01 PM

    Commendable.. our chhotu vidya balan :)

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  2. ChirayuApril 3, 2012 at 11:41 PM

    I have done this many times, watching movie alone :D

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  3. SwatiApril 5, 2012 at 12:23 PM

    Yeah...guys do it all the times..

    ..its tough for a girl, that too in a tiny city of north india.. :o
    but no fears left now...i can watch any movie alone now..! :D

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