Experiments

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This Monday.
This year.
This January.
Had been thinking of introducing new and re-introducing the past again.

This year, feels like the preparation for 2017.
It adds up to 1. Superstitious, Maybe. Hopefully, Definitely.

Feels something really big going to happen in 2017.
Something Amazing. Happy. Astounding.

Started learning courses online - Python and Cloud - at coursera

Watched - Tamil/ Malyalam movie - OK Kanmani ( since i don't know either of the language, just a few workds, illa -- no, poda etc., generalising as one seems okay)

Fell in deep crush for - Dulquers Salmaan - Thanks to Netflix and Mani Ratnam.
And lots of youtube searched after.

Disappointed that I didn't understand even a word he says
And a strong momentary urge to learn that language. Magically.

Found another of his movie, 100 Days of Love. And been watching that now.

Charlie, another one - that looks wonderful

And ample of cleaning and organizing plans and goals.
Been clearing up nooks and corners and big small spaces of this home.
Throwing away all whats unused.
Had read in snippets, deriving inspiration from Spark joy and the art of tidying up.

Almost to a freakish limit.
More to come ahead.
Like a therapy, I feel amazing when drowned in it.

A workout.

The thumb cut, from Thursday night, looks more like a hole now.
I miss betnovate and soframicine here.
Had applied coconut oil mixed with turmeric, instead.
Far from home, closer to roots, perhaps.

The most happy part - reading Skyfaring.
Literally flying high. Some times me, sometimes book over my head :D

About to end. Or have to.
And then to next one.
At least 15 this year. Goal. 
To read about one each month.




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