A month after SFO

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Still clear as sunshine.

Just a lot of procrastination.
Got this work laptop in bed and hence writing.
iMac was a mistake in some sense, cause all amazing ideas have started to drop in at night when am in bed.
Once a week every month, with this work laptop, i get to be on my writing date!
Hope it continues.

Until I get to find a new job. Really really soon.


Well, coming back to California, the place-to-be!
It was a seamless fun-filled travel, with many many places left out to visit.

Analysed and concluded a thing - I used to wonder, whether i am a mountains person or a sea person.
Figured out, am neither.
Since sea, i fear of, haven't really experienced it the way people do, but the sand, smell and the dead little things makes me concious a bit.
Mountains, since childhood till now, I did a bit too much of them,.

What I loved was Muir Woods.
Am a forest person. I breathed and breathed every bit of oxygen thrown at me.
The greens all around fascinated me, filled me with joy so big.

The streams of water flowing, the cool wind and tranquillity oozing out.
Like a spa provided by nature.

Another, the Golder gate. All the while reminded of Love Aaj kal.
Anticipating to see it from the sky while landing, then on 8th seeing from far, and then walked by. Crossed over to visit the Muir woods. The fascinating fleet week and fell in love with air planes.

Stanford and Berkeley - university campuses that instilled in me the thirst to go back to school. Not any school. But some extraordinary place. And be settled for life. That urge that should never die. Stanford. And the dreams to be there touch me at-least once a day. Just a simple thing as an english lit.major and to write books for life!
Or, just teach.
Since, this job, make me talk so much all day.

Visiting the headquarters, lame thing to do. . .Apple, Google, Fb, . .with so many Tesla all around. but we were atleast not running after the LA movie stars :D

Am not the big on food person like almost everyone around, I share the sentiment to show the excitement, but truly am not keen...but the places we got to be were AmaZing!!! Curry up now, Tacolicious, and that indian place in San Jose (Aasna..or something..)


California might be one sure destination every few years...

One day. To be there. Settled. Forever. Wishfullyyy.....


So much more to write, some other time. 11pm and sleep surpassing my train of thoughts. .

Another random thing, watched Masaan today.






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