From 2400km away from home!
So the new place now where I will be found- for about a few months- Bangalore!
City changed, and life gone on a roll...each thing new, different..as if born- again into somewhere new...
City changed, and life gone on a roll...each thing new, different..as if born- again into somewhere new...
And just another day while watching “wake up- sid”...discovered its whole new meaning, observed it closely and things seemed so much familiar now than when watched it before...!
“search” that’s what is the word time speaks for now...that contains a vast spectrum of things- searching jobs, searching routes, searching buses...(..and sometimes...searching 'self'........)
Keeping Google all the way in hand- that never let you gets lost and continually keeps evolving making lives simpler!
Keeping Google all the way in hand- that never let you gets lost and continually keeps evolving making lives simpler!
The time that has to come and it’s here, the first time- being all independent and alone- on the path of learning and unlearning- the fading of those old times and new spaces being build up for writing new stories...
At times it feels the mind is all blank- nothing around seems familiar- faces changed, routes diverge, and new paths to discover forth...the journey is all an exciting one and am enjoying it to the core, which at some point will lead to meeting a new me....
The unreal things, cheatings, fraud- that makes one loses the hope- still believing- the best is there, reserved for us.
Since last 20days been busy surfing jobs, uploading resume, awaiting for the calls, attending walk-ins...and no time in hand to sit still and think, and above that tiredness that makes things hell.
..the good food being craved for..
..the tiniest of thing being missed that was a comfort back home..
...own vehicle in this worst city for commuting...’pep’ might have gone all discharged by now..
...those distances of few kilometers that we cover walking down the streets, chitchatting, enjoying the weather, and saving a few bucks!
...when the only vampire we cursed back home was ‘mosquito’..here its more deadly one- ‘bedbugs’..(even when you write bedbugs on Google- it come with suggestions with ‘Bangalore’, itself! O_o )
...observing, comparing the people here to the northern ones..
..the temples where we get all perplexed, to how to and to whom to pray...
...discovering awesome books stores, second hand book shops and THE best thing—libraries, though we can’t take the membership (as never know till when we stay) but still that lovely feeling inside.. the one which is just a few meters away from our place, and the scientist uncle we are friends with!
...those times when suddenly the sleep breaks at night and the eyes goes all wet...
...craving that long solitude, yet again!
...and sometimes cursing the unbalance of life...
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..the good food being craved for..
..the tiniest of thing being missed that was a comfort back home..
...own vehicle in this worst city for commuting...’pep’ might have gone all discharged by now..
...those distances of few kilometers that we cover walking down the streets, chitchatting, enjoying the weather, and saving a few bucks!
...when the only vampire we cursed back home was ‘mosquito’..here its more deadly one- ‘bedbugs’..(even when you write bedbugs on Google- it come with suggestions with ‘Bangalore’, itself! O_o )
...observing, comparing the people here to the northern ones..
..the temples where we get all perplexed, to how to and to whom to pray...
...discovering awesome books stores, second hand book shops and THE best thing—libraries, though we can’t take the membership (as never know till when we stay) but still that lovely feeling inside.. the one which is just a few meters away from our place, and the scientist uncle we are friends with!
...those times when suddenly the sleep breaks at night and the eyes goes all wet...
...craving that long solitude, yet again!
...and sometimes cursing the unbalance of life...
...
observing the life closely and there comes the times, those sudden moments when all the future dreams change and are mended more like real ones to conquer the real world.
There were fears before entering into this new phase, and now don’t even feel bothered to look at them and get scared...but those still, lone times when someone inside screeches loud . . . and those moments too..when life feels the bliss of freedom and independence. . . . . .<3
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