Blues.

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Why do that happens suddenly from the highest elevated moods you suddenly unknowingly descends down....
...the tensions/stress/fear, the good and bad vary in proportions..

..they say listen your heart, and then no one lets it exist, no one let that voice...and not always its feasible to implement what that voice says...isnt it....?!
..the paths of mediocrity...
...the realizations people make every now and then, no matter how much you are trying to elevate the spirits the dark shadows do fall over....

...raring for the tomorrows that aren't appearing...
..expecting things to happen in a certain way, when indeed you know, that they wont...why then those hopeless addictions always keep cribbing in...

...and a few things that happened...--
that call being missed..or maybe just anyone to talk to..there's some suffocation inside..
when all is set and planned the other things being thought about coming up, wrong timings...
..raring to watch a movie, and everyone's busy...
..m disliking everyone around...
..doing nothing of all the things i had thought about..those lil'creative stuff. ..the time seems to be moving fast now.... . .


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that's what is all BLUE.

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Please come back soon that good old feeling...........

Comments

  1. AshishSeptember 13, 2011 at 10:37 PM

    That 'Good Old Feeling' will come back very soon...
    New paths of glory and success r awaiting you! All the Best and God Bless uuu!

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  2. puffinSeptember 14, 2011 at 8:46 AM

    ..the good old feeling didn't gone anywhr...it's just hidden by d dark clouds of this mediocre time..let just pass this time..n after that these clouds will disappeared...giving d way to "new good feeling"..which will be brighter than "good old feeling"...."likewise d sun shines more brightly after d rains"...n a rainbow of ur life will form..which comprises of prosperity,happiness,smiles,glory..etc.. INDEED A BEAUTIFUL LIFE WITHOUT BLUES...
    God bless ya.... :)

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