Letter's for the future- Me...

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This thought had been pondering in mind since last 2-3 months, as a result of various flaming issues around that come across seeing the world closely, gradually coming out of the shell and the realizations that hit hard.

Letters for the future- a lil’ thought process that will help me get rid of the boredom of the life...the life that has suddenly come on a standstill...
...friends we got separated from, some of them into their jobs, future studies and me- one of the few. . .out of everything...
Miss those days in college, the variety of interactions that use to happen, dreams we weaved, some sleepy, some interesting lectures, the laughter. . .
. . .the times we dreadfully tried to stop. . .but then, change is the only constant in life.

This is just all about that randomness hovering around- the random me, the random mind, the random heart...a tiny effort to keep the essence of that innocence alive until it could survive.
...about how I might feel for the things now, I might have some different perception later in life, and experiences that will be added up.
..about my love for writing, collecting the memories and imaginations unleashed...!

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